literature

How Long 'Til The End?

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How can I ever live like this?
I can't stand this loneliness
Emptiness
In my heart your indifference leaves
Confusion all over my head
-Bad thoughts of cutting wrists

My soul cries
The tears burn my eyes
Everytime I remember
You'll never love me as I for long desired

You now love someone else
I feel jealous and I don't have the right to be
My feelings I have to hide
Forever locked inside of me
I have so much I'd like to say
But said from me these words are meaningless
to you

I must always smile as if it's alright
Well, it is not!
And I must act as if it was
I'm pretending all the time
I smile when I wanna cry
I swallow my tears and pretend I'm fine
But this is all a big lie... I don't wanna lie anymore
How much longer can I stand?
For how long will I still have to pretend?
Will this ever have an end?
What am I supposed to do 'til then?!
self-explainable I guess... I'll probably delete this soon. Wrote it yesterday, during my insomnia night.
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